Amnistia - Fear-V.2

a dark place - no light, no warmth, no safety
where am I
a cold light lights up this strange place
nevertheless there is no safety
fear in my mind
a voice is calling my name
irrelevant - hardship the end is near...
so close so close
something is reaching for me
i'm in a rush of sedatives and drugs
they make my body carelessly
peace in my mind
a needle pierces my skin
a liquid is mixing with my blood
the idyll gets destroyed by torment pain and agony
by sorrow and distress..
now this is reality
is there a light i can see in the sky
there is no sign for being alive..
is there a light i can see in the sky
is there a sign for being alive
is there a voice deep in my head
or is it a bug or just o fear to have it
is there a fight my body should win
is there a force i have to defend against
is there a poison straight into my veins
or is it despair which spreads in my mind
is there a hole deep in my soul
a kind a freedom which follows the drugs
is there a hand waking me up from my dreams
a helping hand i can hold in the night -
that i can hold in the night